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Saturday, April 30, 2005

       Many people ponder the meaning of life. This is pointless. Life itself is a constant state of decay. everyone isnt becoming anymore alive, theyre jus slowly dying. So life in itself is death. Death may be the beginning of something beyond what our physical selfs can comprehend, but it is also an end, the end of life. Death is a product. Life is simply an extremely large and complicated equation with endless variables, and steps, that determines whether we are content or not. Many occurances alter the equation. Gain, Loss, Achievement, Failure, Love, Hate, all things that alter our level of happiness. Factors that decide whether we cherish every second of our existence, or count the seconds till we perish. Theoretically, if everyone simply knew how to work the equation, everyone could be as happy as they wanted. The only problem with that is that some peoples happiness comes from other peoples pain. Somebody's gain may be anothers loss. So in stark reality, everyone cant be happy. Some individuals must sacrifice their own happiness in order for others to benefit. Some people MUST be depressed, angry, confused, and whatnot in order to provide someone else with what makes them happy. So people really must ask themselves if they are one of the people in life that have figured out the equation and discovered how to be truly happy. Or if they are one of the many that are destined to be sad for the rest of their life...


Tuesday, March 22, 2005

"With Or Without You"

See the stone set in your eyes
See the thorn twist in your side
I wait for you

Sleight of hand and twist of fate
On a bed of nails she makes me wait
And I wait without you

With or without you
With or without you

Through the storm we reach the shore
You give it all but I want more
And I'm waiting for you

With or without you
With or without you
I can't live
With or without you

And you give yourself away
And you give yourself away
And you give
And you give
And you give yourself away

My hands are tied
My body bruised, she's got me with
Nothing to win and
Nothing left to lose

And you give yourself away
And you give yourself away
And you give
And you give
And you give yourself away

With or without you
With or without you
I can't live
With or without you

With or without you
With or without you
I can't live
With or without you
With or without you


Tuesday, March 08, 2005

High on Life


by Unknown

I wanna feel your touch
You know it's easier if we get closer
I'm not asking for too much
I just get this feeling over and over

Cuz it's just you that I see
Nothing but you I feel so free
I just get this feeling over and over

You make me feel high on life
When I'm with you I can fly
I woudln't stop this feeling
I wouldn't stop this feeling
You make me feel high on life
Intensifies what's inside
I wouldn't stop this feeling from taking over

If you could only say
Why it feels so good
When you move closer
I think we're on our way
I just get this feeling over and over

Cuz it's just you that I see
Nothing but you, I feel so free
I just get this feeling over and over
You make me feel high on life
When I'm with you, I can fly
I wouldn't stop this feeling
I wouldn't stop this feeling
You make me feel high on life
Intensifies what's inside
I wouldn't stop this feeling
From taking over

Spoken:
Right here in this incredible place
I feel it we're at the center of it all
Looking at you I'm amazed
It seems i'll never fall

Cuz it's just you that I see
Nothing but you I feel so free
I just get this feeling over and over
You make me feel high on life
With I'm with you I can fly
I wouldn't stop this feeling
I woudnlt' stop this feeling
You make me feel high on life

Intensifies what's inside
I wouldn't stop this feeling from taking over


Sunday, March 06, 2005

 

Jacked dis from bri’s xanga. Im bored..

 

SECTiON 1 [»] ABOUT YOURSELF
name: MaT.
nicknames: nugget,poptart,uh.. iono ne others..
sex: male
age: 16
birthday: November 10, 1988
height:
5’9 or 10??
hair col0r:
uh… Cuban?!?
eye col0r:
hazel
location:
home.. in the comp chair wit mai feet up.
'b0o' stats: 
singleish.
fears: 
losing the people I love.. hurting the people I love… waking up one day and realizing it was all for nothing…

SECTiON 2 [»] THiS OR THAT?
pepsi or coke? 
pepsi
lefty or righty?
Um righty.
chocolate or vanilla?
chocolate
dog or cat?
DoG
girls or guys?
Gurlz.. cept for Lloyd and brad pitt
black or white?
Haha.. power to the white people
innie or outie?
Innie.
third boob or third buttcheek?
Sick!! U cant even buy a bra or underwear!! Go get it removed!
freak dance or slow dance?
Slow dance..
rap or r0ck?
Techno.
mcdonalds or burger king?
Omg they blew up mcdonalds!! Omg imma starve!!
girlfriend or best friend?
Cant u have both??
lizzie mcguire or even stevens?
I don’t watch these nazi shows…
VMA`s or grammy`s?
billboard MA’s!

SECTiON 3 [»] TOP 5 (favorite songs)
1[»] 
High on life.
2[»]
euro dancer.
3[»]
let me love you
4[»]
will i
5[»]
wherever u are..
(LEAST favorite songs)
1[»]
mai boo
2[»]
that one lubliner para alla me voy song.
3[»]
that other lubliner tiempo afuera hoy one.
4[»]
hot in here.
5[»]
sorry for 2004.. damn ruben studdard.. fat lard.
(favorite bo0ks)
1[»]
Sabriel, Lirael, Abhorsen
2[»]
chobits.
3[»] 
trigun
4[»]
shirahime syo… so sad…
(favorite movies)
1[»]
napoleon dynamite
2[»]
princess mononoke
3[»]
spirited away
4[»]
anchorman
5[»] 
wolfs rain
 
SECTiON 4 [»] ON THE OPPOSiTE SEX...
turn on`s –>
soft lips..
turn off`s–› 
airheads..
d0 you have a BF/GF –›
no
are you allowed a BF/GF–›
yeah
if not, w0uld you disobey that rule –›
of course…

SECTiON 5 [»] THiNK FAST!
color_
blue
d0rk_whale penis
butt_
nut
suicide_
easy
fo0d_
full
auto_
matic, supersonic, hypnotic….
yummy_
cummy
scary_
death
night_
rain.. tears.
day_ 
sun

SECTiON 6 [»] HAVE YOU EVER
peed your pants?
Yeah when I was lil.
cheated on s0meone?
No.
fallen off the bed?
Pushed off…
fallen for a relative?
… wut kind of arkansas
been KiSSED:
yea.
had plastic surgery?
no
failed a grade?
no
been in a relationship? 
yes
been c0nstipated? 
I don’t think so lol
br0ke someone`s heart?
Not exactly.. she was jus confused… she only thought she loved me.
had y0ur heart br0ken?
…..yes…..
had a dream c0me true?
For a while…. That’s why it was only a dream…
asked someone out? 
Yup.
been in love?
Yes.
st0le anything? 
Yes…lots of stuff
done s0mething you regret?
Yeah.
had a wart?
I think so.
g0ne streaking?
Yeah when I was like 4
br0ken a b0dy part?
Mai thumb and mai foot

SECTiON 7 [»] CURRENTLY
wearing –
phat farm shorts and white shirt.
listening to –
high on life
eating –
ur mom
feeling –
.?.?..?…
reading –
wut im writing.
located –
in mai dining room
chatting with –
im not on aim.
watching –
azn boys dance
craving –
….
should REALLY be –
doing chem. Work.

SECTiON 8 [»] DO YOU...
brush your teeth?
Lol.. no im a hick.
like anyb0dy?
Like?
have a BF?
nope
have any piercings?
Nope.
wear th0ngs?
I wish
wear glasses?
nope
have braces?
nope
drive?
rarely
believe in Santa Claus?
nope
wear de0dorant?
Yup
sing in the sh0wer?
All da time
ever get off the damn c0mputer?
I don’t go on that much.

SECTiON 9 [»] FRiENDS
who is your best? 
angelica
who is the loudest?
Ur mom
who is the shyest?
Iono.
who laughs the most?
alex?
who have you known the longest?
Lloyd?
who have you known the shortest?
Hm…. Not sure.
do you only hang out with a certain `type´?
nope
do you belong to a crew? 
Heck yeah!! Cubano underground lol.
do you hang out with the opp0site sex?
Yeah.. prolly more than the same sex.
do y0u trust yours?
Trust mai wut?
can y0u keep a secret?
Of course.

SECTiON 10 [»] THE LAST PERSON YOU...
hugged –
angelica
gave epr0ps –
I don’t think ive ever gave e props lol
IMed –
briana
talked on the phone –
joanna
yelled at –
cant remember
tripped –
mai sis
laughed with –
iono.

 


Tuesday, March 01, 2005

i can feel it coming... im hoping and im praying that im wrong... if it happens it will be worse... so much worse than anything before....  



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